almost late for chruch today. slept at 'bout half past two that's why woke up kinda late. grandpa had to constantly come into my room to wake me up. tries to sleep earlier on saturday nights in future. was rushing against time. felt sleepy during mass. but managed to stay awake. the choir was right beside me. life's like a jam. we often get stucked in difficult times of our lives. just like how you would curse and swear when you are stucked in a traffic jam with a really bad stomach-ache. how many would stay optimistic in times of a traffic jam? the day would come when we learn to accept everything in our stride and see that life can be beautiful. for me it would be a long long time to come. sigh. saw brother's secret admirer at bukit panjang plaza today. shh. they were from the same primary school. my junior too. just that brother doesn't know she likes him. they are friends i guess. hopefully one day they can get together. she's a really nice and understanding girl. when she tells me how much she cares and loves my brother. i really wish i could have someone like her in my life. sigh.

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christopher
11 april '88
ex-sji
cjc
republic polytechnic
cyborg_bug@hotmail.com

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music
eating
cycling
swimming
badminton
to be loved

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studying

my wishes

a new hp
mp3 player
taller [1.75]
a brand new life
soul - mate

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i will never forget
the days we once had.
the days when you were
everything to me.

my mind used to tell me that
we'd be together forever.
but now i realize that was
all a big dream.
which makes my heart shatters into a million pieces.

i sometimes wonder if you,
still think of me
and love me or if to do
i'm just a face in a crowd.
i wish so very much that one day
we can have it all back.
but for now, i sit here silently
remembering all the memories we once shared.
hoping that one day you
will feel the same and
put back the pieces of my
broken heart.

your existence is what makes
mine.
now. if love is painful and
tortures us so..
why do we love? why is it
all we search for in life?
this pain, this agony?
why is it all we long for?
this torture,this powerful
death of self?
maybe because its love

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