Tuesday, December 7
it's been cloudy this few days. the weather's so good. can easily turn in the night without any air-con. no wonder i've been getting up real late this few days. today's another day of staying home. parents didn't want me to go out. how time crawls when you stay home. sigh. brother used the computer the entire afternoon. and i slept. hahas. yeaps. mum and dad went to hospital. went there to meet the doctors and all. discussed 'bout the surgery dad's mum had to undergo. smoking kills. my uncle and cousin on dad's side are getting married next year. grandma has to get well soon. -prays- chatted with someone from my old alma mater yesterday night. saps. it's so much like talking to an old friend. talked 'bout everything under the sun. hahas. joked and laughed. i mean the feeling's just so good. catching up with someone who once came from the same old alma mater as i am. friends always. my christmas wish. god knows. someone knows. i have to start working on it. but it probably wouldn't come through this christmas. maybe next next next christmas. dreams do come true. they certainly do. some take a lifetime. others seem an eternity. i am just losing hope each day. hopefully it wouldn't come to the point when everything is over. that's what a faith is for. it brings you up. turn to god. talk to him. he'll raise you up. -your grateful but difficult catholic son-
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