tiring day. woke up like nine in the morning. went out till late afternoon. had beef noodles for lunch. long time since i had them. talked to two juniors today. they were so patient. listened me out. at least i felt better after talking to them. juniors rawk. hahas. they certainly do. they are there for you when you need them. but i admit sometimes we do take them for granted. i'm so thankful for my juniors. they bring joy to you when you feel down. makes you want to live life better. after all what matters is whether the individual's willing to make a difference in his own life. many things have seen a change lately. so much so that life ain't worth living at all. is it so hard to get what you wish for? is it worth making sacrifices for people you care? i'm living in a world of question marks. sigh. it'll take me a lifetime to figure out stuff. yeaps. i'm slow. who cares? i don't even know what's best for me. i've given the best i could ever have but didn't get anything in return and what i longed for. =(. life's a bitch. but i still wanna end off by thanking my juniors for everything. you know who you are.

rejected at ...
11:34 PM

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christopher
11 april '88
ex-sji
cjc
republic polytechnic
cyborg_bug@hotmail.com

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eating
cycling
swimming
badminton
to be loved

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studying

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a new hp
mp3 player
taller [1.75]
a brand new life
soul - mate

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i will never forget
the days we once had.
the days when you were
everything to me.

my mind used to tell me that
we'd be together forever.
but now i realize that was
all a big dream.
which makes my heart shatters into a million pieces.

i sometimes wonder if you,
still think of me
and love me or if to do
i'm just a face in a crowd.
i wish so very much that one day
we can have it all back.
but for now, i sit here silently
remembering all the memories we once shared.
hoping that one day you
will feel the same and
put back the pieces of my
broken heart.

your existence is what makes
mine.
now. if love is painful and
tortures us so..
why do we love? why is it
all we search for in life?
this pain, this agony?
why is it all we long for?
this torture,this powerful
death of self?
maybe because its love

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