Tuesday, December 14
too tired. few days since i last blogged. sacrificed some time of my sleep to blog now. woke up at around nine today. had breakfast first before going running. mum was telling me. ehh. you haven't been exercising that much this days. then only i came to a realisation. yeaps. i could feel that i was getting more and more unfit. eat so much. yet exercise so little. so today i went for running for twenty minutes before i had to stop and rest. blahs. i know. my stamina's bad now. really bad. in a way it feels great to be able to run again. but in another million ways the feeling's awful. feel the strain and all in my limbs. was surprised. didn't had any cramp. i dread having cramps. i mean they are just so sickening and irritating. classmates asking me out tomorrow for movie. sigh. but mum wants me to help her to make some food. i don't know what you call them. she just needs my help larh. dilemma. should i forgo the movie to help mum? yeaps. my mind's made up. i'll help mum no matter what. she wants to teach me the piano. but now's bit too late i guess. i didn't want to learn when i was young. i'm not a musically-inclined kind of person. maybe i should pick up piano during my free time. at least when i grow up i'll know how to play a musical instrument. sigh. i'll probably give up half way. there's a function at chruch this saturday. relative's wedding dinner coming up on sunday. hmm didn't blog 'bout anything depressing today. don't brood over what that has happened. but how many people can actually forget everything? i don't know.
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