Saturday, February 19
-aches- today's just so great. most of the stuffs i did was fun. ok. there is just so much to blog about. in the morning as usual. i came down to grandparents' place. had to wish grandma happy be-lated birthday. sigh. how could i forget to call her on her birthday? plus all the incessant reminders from mummy. i still forgot. i'm getting really useless. i already am. then grandma was showing me the back of the red packet which grandpa gave her. some stuffs written there. i couldn't recall exactly. all i could remember was the last part. 'thanks so much for being a loving and caring wife.' that was all i could remember. hmm. that's so sweet. which is unlike the grandpa i knew. he wouldn't go to the extent of writing such stuffs. hahas. first time i see him writing such stuffs since i don't know when. sometimes their 'bickering sessions' are kinda interesting. i was quite happy for grandma. made her a card too. she loves it. yay. which meant she found it nice. =p. oh ya. cousin. this cousin of mine. used to live with grandpa and grandma. always giving grandparents trouble every now and then. he typed a one page long birthday message for grandma. that's really sweet of him too. i hope he meant what he said in the message. i only saw part of the message. shall complete reading soon. everything's so different this year. went to play basketball at like close to ten in the morning. wa. then two guys approached us. asked brother and me to join them. we didn't even play basketball for seven weeks. they played for seven years. now one's in ns. the other one. i don't know. didn't bothering asking. was so tired from all the playing. everytime i scored a goal. they would have scored five. hahas. that's really bad. awful experience. the evening part of the day was what i was looking forward to most. i finally got my handphone charger back. it was with grandparents' neighbour. she comes back so late like now. i need to learn from her. hahas. she's pro in english. her chinese is as good. i love the way she speaks. =D. i just wished her goodnight. since i was so happy today. but my happiness won't last for long. it's short-lived. and will always be. ever-lasting happiness doesn't exist in my world. whenever you feel happy for a moment. unseemingly something will sweep away all your happiness. blahs. this entry's supposed to a happy one. the moment cousins got on grandpa's car. we started chatting non-stop. there's just so so much to catch up on. if only i could have more time with them. though i wish i could. cousin's in secondary one! need to adapt to secondary life yeah. i doubt he'l read this. but i shall wish him all the best and lots of luck for every little thing he does. he has become stronger. that's good. all my male cousins are becoming stronger. which means i have to train more too. hahas. i'm a lazy chap. i have to do away with my lazy habit. that's why i'm making a effort to exercise this days. easy to get fat. hard to slim down. just like three days to learn bad. three years to turn good. i heard someone mentioning it before. hahas. went through my mind while i was blogging. the gathering was warmly welcomed by people from the njc lion dance group. those youngsters can really lion dance well. never underestimate them. hahas. food was supposed to be served at half past five. but today the chingay procession was going on. the caterer was stupid enough to get caught in the massive jam. no food till eight. sigh. then this was the time when i got to know people. lalala. met people and talked to them. people from different age-groups. young and old. of course the younger generation were more fun to be with. more stuffs to talk about. hahas. out of a handful. there were only a few nice girls. my age-group i guess. mummy's girls. =p. i don't think they are so guai. just act guai only. hahas. maybe they really are. first time getting to know only. so i really don't know much. i mean people living around in the estate it's always good knowing them. it went on to know more guys. chatted. talked crap to them. anyway. they were easy people to get along with. made many friends there. the guy from acs is a nice little chap. primary 4 this year. same as cousin. spent some time talking to him. he was saying he has an elder sister. and brother who is in ns. and he's like so young. the age gap's so wide. he's a knowledgable guy. knows quite alot of stuffs. then got to know this guy who offered to return home to bring his soccer ball for everyone to play. grandpa didn't allow me to bring my soccer ball. sob. we played till dinner arrived. i didn't eat that much. bcoz i wanted to go round knowing more people. hahas. so i had to forgo all the nice food. but it's good in a way. i won't get fat. =p. after dinner another group of people. i don't know where they came from. they were playing basketball. joined them. but got sian. so we switched to soccer. night soccer! hahas. i met this guy. he told me he was from sji. what a small world. he's secondary one this year. and he has the same psle score as me. cool. he didn't come from the gathering. he came with his neighbours all the way from upper east coast to a friend's place. sji peeps are nice. so is he. at first he was like. ask him stuffs. then reply. 'cannot arh?' as we talked we kinda got along well. but he broke someone's glasses during soccer. so bad. his neighbours all were girls. wa. and there's this tall girl. so tall till she caught my attention. sixteen years old yet so tall. i want her height. =p. she's this smart girl from dunman high. got the model look too. and she's aiming for vjc. what high hopes people have. and all i think is. i will struggle like shyt if i go to jc. that's the mentality of a dumb person like me. i shall try. if i don't try there's no hope. at least there's a shimmer of hope when i'm willing to try. it's almost turning one. oh my gosh. there's church tomorrow morning. i can't be late again. i was late for church thrice this year. yee. not too good. shall go to bed real soon. such an exhausting day. but it was a jolly good day. at least i found that little tinge of happiness in life. hope it will last. -yawns- shall sleep now.
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Wednesday, February 9
finally have time to blog. it's been real long. had quite busy schedules for the past few weeks. plus all the shyts. ok. chinese new year was pretty alright. just that it was really tiring. one day five hours of play. went to church. and they had lion dance in church. weird thing. went to grandparents' met my 'long lost' cousins. for some rarely see them. so it's long lost. hahas. when we went to play in the park. there's was this eurasian family. cousin approached them. asked them if we could play basketball. and they agreed. so we played. arhh. they turned out to be semi-pros. i can't call them pros. because they'r not. hahas. =p. we didn't get thrashed though. it's friendly new year match so we didn't count score. mustn't let europeans be superior over chinese. -evil grin-. had to wait for everyone to show up before we could take a big family photo. and i mean real big. hahas. there was good food. because it was prepared by grandma. hahas. talked to cousins. alot. there was just so much to catch up on. three in the afternoon went to dad's side. the people there smoke. thankfully dad doesn't. so i didn't like the smell. left the house for quite abit with my cousins there. we went for soccer. three hours. of course with breaks in between. so exhausting. but i escaped the cigarette smoke. came back at six. rested for awhile. and there was dinner. the food's not too bad. and i'm sure to put on weight for this week. cousins asking me out for swimming. better sleep earlier tonight. since it's new year. 'chin chai'. i agreed. so swimming for me tomorrow. i'm supposed to burn my other cousin need for speed underground two. oops. better do it now. or i'l forget. he looks so different now. probably because he changed his hairstyle. hahas. looks so much like uncle in the photo when he was young. wish him luck in his secondary education. he had 237 for psle. didn't make it to sji. so sad. if only he was from an affliated school. but he wasn't. i want him to be in sji. because sji has made me a better person. sji rocks. miss the times.
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