Wednesday, March 23
oh well. it was one tiring day. i didn't take breakfast and lunch today. so i shall have early dinner. since it was the first time ever i've stepped into cjc so i was new to the whole place. i don't know whether i should feel happy or sad for one of my facilitators. he's like. oh my gosh. sigh. i don't know what to say. this cannot. that also cannot. and can't he be more gentlemanly? instead of pulling me up from sitting couldn't he have asked me can you shift, please? i won't say he's rude. he's just one attitude guy that i got to know on the first day of school. and he was from sji too. i've seen him before. bleahs. since i'm new to the school i won't say much bcoz i mean it's only my first day as a student there. and i kinda pity him for getting suan-ed by this guy from st andrew's which i couldn't really remember his name. anyway he just speaks his mind. even though his comments are like. -ouch- hahas. maybe he was trying to get back at him for me. oh ya. everyone saw. i was like sitting then he pulled me up. i was reluctant so i was like jerked forward forcefully. i gave him the i don't know what you call look. then he was trying to engage a conversation with us and he was standing up for quite some time. so i asked him to sit down instead. it's called caring. not hypocrisy. hahas. that's crap. everyone was laughing. maybe not everyone. i heard some laughter though. he's so hard up on us to join canoeing. i was considering canoeing. but now i have second thoughts which did hold me back. hmm. i wish i could know more people. hopefully before the groups and all change on monday. i should be content with what i have. when i reached there in the morning i was warmly greeted by some of my classmates. i'm glad they still remembered me. and i remembered them too. there are nice and sweet people in my group too. it's just that it's the first day and everything's so screwed. especially the facillitator with an attitude. maybe not attitude it's see and hear alr not comfortable that kinda thing. oh well. he mentioned that i was a sucker or something like that when i couldn't introduce my partner in detail enough. ehh. as if you can introduce yourself really well. but i guess i did try quite abit. and all the others did try too. he was bad to say 'wa lau' and all to you guys right? hahas. never mind about that. hope we get to know each other better than he wouldn't have anything bad to say about us. there are always more things on the other side. hope tomorrow will be a better day. the st andrew's guy was funny in his own way. saying 'if we'r not bonded it's your fault [facilitator's] what bcoz it's your job to bond us.' he should be quite a nice guy to hang out with. just that maybe this is his second time attending the orientation. so things might be a little plain for him. on the whole i still enjoyed my stay in school today as the principal, HOD and the student development master were approachable. i had this doubt as to take physics or biology for my second science subject. then the student development master directed me to the HOD in science. he did enlighten me but i guess the majority of the choice comes from me. sigh. i don't wish to choose a subject that i would regret taking later on. sentosa trip next week. -faints- i need to get more rest and adapted to the times and all. shouldn't be turning in so late like i did the past few months. i knew turning in late was bad. but what to do? hahas. ok. i need to exercise more. everywhere i go i see strong people. seeing is believing. so what am i doing now? go train!
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