Tuesday, March 1
yesterday marks another milestone of my educational life. probably a bad one. nothing good to relish about. i must say it's really nice to be together as a whole class again. hmm. the night before our results my fellow classmate asked me out for breakfast. hahas. and i was like. wa. need to wake up early! but since it's results day so i find going out a better way to start my day. rather than just sleep sleep sleep. i would have to wake up early when school starts too. life's so short to discover everything. so no point sleeping all your time away. some people are getting really strong now. creatine arh. =p. you know who you are. hahas. bleahs. i still think natural is the best! niways when we reached school it was about time. talked to a few of my classmates to catch up on stuffs. i like panasonic x700. so chio that handphone. borrowed from sj and played with it for awhile. yee. but i don't like the brand. hahas. but who cares. the design's just so eye-catching. at least enough to catch my attention. =p. so after talking in the library [we were so loud]. hahas. we went to hall. first time in such a long time sji guys were so silent. couldn't believe my ears. niways everyone was praying really hard. and me. i was hope i don't fail anything. still remembered failing combined humanities during prelims. but can't afford to. it's olevels. i'l probably end up in a sorry state if i failed anything. my target was 12. but i knew i couldn't make it. forget about taking 4 'A' level subjects. i don't think i can even cope with three let alone four. i was the last to receive in my class. i don't know i should feel happy or sad. mixed emotions i guess. sj's going off on 26 march. i can't even see him off. his parents was saying. no friends. then he went on saying his parents told him if friends were to tag along. wouln't he be spending more time with his friends than them? knew him for four years. fours years and my view of him changed alot. though some things still remain unchanged. i guess he won't be reading this. i have to say he's one true pal. just that sometimes he gossips untrue stuffs about me. so bad. no wonder get whacked by me. hahas. he deserved it. anyway he doesn't seem to hold it against me. i still will regard him as someone great to have around. after scoring an a2 for english i was happy for a moment. but it was false hope. i didn't hit my target. it was bad enough. i wanted 12 but i got 15. though i improved like 10 points. but my results were still shyt. the only reason i could find was i'm dumb. never mind. life's like this. i scored a2 for mr chin's subject. though i secretly had my recess at the back of class during his physics lesson. this one big packet of rice. spent the whole period eating. hahas. i wasn't that bad. i shared with my classmate. =p. those were the times. good old times in sji. will always cherish and treasure every moment though i don't express it in class. but i do. for once i passed amaths. not that happy. just ok with it. passed combined humanities too. that was my 'don't give a damn' subject'. i still remembered studying for switzerland. maybe that helped me passed. i guess so too. thankfully it came out. for chemistry i studied. and how could i possibly get the same grade as biology which i didn't even study as much? it's so unfair. screw cambridge. maybe i'm just dumb. and that gives me the strength to carry on to work harder. shall end here. and continue tomorrow. -yawns-
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