Saturday, April 30
oh my gosh. lately i've just been eating too much. so unhealthy. few days ago on wednesday was daddy's birthday. daddy turns 43 i think. haha. we didn't get to sing him a birthday song. simply because he didn't want it. : (. but i did wish him though. brother didn't as he's more of the 'bo chap' kind. his exams are coming real soon. and he's still kinda addicted to this online game. mummy's like keep on reminding me everyday to lock the com! but i didn't bother to. by the time i reach home from school i feel deadbeat. thnakfully daddy fetches me most of the time. that's why i usually reach home around evening. or else it would be even later. really got to thank daddy for taking the trouble after work to drop by my school to pick me up. my classmates esp mich have been calling me daddy's boy. actually not true larh. i'm not daddy's boy! -looks away- mich stop calling me daddy's boy or i shall call you daddy's girl. deal? haha. on thursday less than ten of us i suppose went towning to shop for a present for our fellow classmate, xy. we ended up getting a pink bottle for her. super nice bottle. but i must say it's quite ex- for a bottle. each of us chip in a little so i guess it's still alright. before that we went to shop for a present too. for les's ahem. we got her this roxy pencil case. seems like she needs a new pencil case that's why we decided to get her one. then daryl was like. 'can i not pay?' he has something against her. but in god's kingdom everyone is equal! so must learn to accept others for who they are. well seems like i need to learn too. after eating at mos burger which i didn't because dad told me he's getting fried oyster. we went to this puma shop at taka bcoz les wanted to look ard for a sling bag. after that it's time for me to go home. leslie and i walked to the bus-stop which was super far. corny went to collect his pool cue. mich and the others went the other way to their bus-stop. on the way my shoulders were aching. ordered les to carry the bag for me. haha. he actually did. so kind of him. but i felt bad. so i took my bag from him. i know larh. my bag's kinda heavy. shared some personal stuffs with les during the bus journey before i alighted. so now you know how miserable my life is? well. life's like this. we live for the sake bcoz our families and friends care. tutorials are not as great now because i was shifted away from my previous seat. i love my previous seat so much larh. can lean on the wall since it's right at the back of the class. i can eat anytime i want too. do anything i like without the teacher knowing. but NOW i'm right in front. leslie got shifted too. at least i still have someone to talk to. see larh les. talked so much and laughed so loud till we got shifted right in front. be more guai maybe teacher will shift us back. haha. hmm. so far i've only passed my maths. that's all. failed bio. sigh. my just deserts for not studying hard enough. should put in a little more effort. scored 20.5/50 for bio. chem's even worst. i couldn't understand the question. 4/20. maybe i'm just too dumb for jc. but it's too late to regret now. i failed gp too. and this is the first essay i wrote in 2005. ok. i'm just making excuses to cover up for my stupidity. i'm stupid and dumb! i won't go mugging all throughtout the night bcoz i totally hate mugging. studies aside. the past two days were fun. went out with class. still remember ytd after school the same few of us went to bukit timah market to eat. class feast! willy, elena, mich, jes, ann, corny, les, cariann. we ordered quite alot of food. i almost exploded. sheesh. my appetite is small. all of us had the white fried carrot cake. yummy! so delicious. but it will be napfa test for guys next friday. arhhh. i'm screwed. i'l probably get E for all the stations. i can feel that i'm getting fatter and fatter. i don't even exercise. too lazy i guess. and i went home myself since the others went for pool. i'm not daddy's boy. see. i went home myself mich! so you don't have the right to call me daddy's boy anymore. went home took a cool bath then went to nap for a few hours. ended up not doing any work. i'm so screwed. brother paul was saying at the parents' talk some time back that we need to study for a minimum of 18 hours or something like that a week. can't really remember. i barely even studied for 2 hours per week. no wonder i'm always so stupid and useless. my studying attitude still didn't improve much from secondary school days. and i had so much food today too! uncle and aunt brought their kid down. this 3 year old cousin of mine. a few weeks since i've seen him. when i went out of the gate as uncle's car was parked outside my little cousin was shouting 'kor kor'. so cute! carried him into grandparents' house. he's really stubborn at times. everything also wants to eat. since he's just a small kid the adults got to give in to him. but cannot be always giving in to him. uncle bought lotsa stuffs from newton circus. the fried oyster there rocks. so does the satay. they bought this huge stingray too, hokkien mee. and some others. i ate till i almost dropped again. why can't i control my diet?! life's too short so just stay happy and eat whatever you want. that should be the way to live life. though at times i so much feel that i should just put an end to everything. bleahs. shall not talk about sad stuffs now. i still have dad's mum's birthday buffet tml afternoon. after that i will be going for xy's birthday party. arhh. this week is the fattest week! i need to get down to exercise soon before i become a pig. shall go do some work before i sleep tonight. but i'l probably give up half way. i detest my studying attitude. -out-
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