Thursday, July 14
oh my goodness. i've alvl chinese oral tomorrow. hopefully i won't screw up. i alr screwed up my midyrs like shyt. i'm too embarassed to type out my grades. maybe i should so when other ppl sees it they'l like tell me you better buck up yeah. hahah. anyway so far i've got back my bio, chem and maths. and it seriously went real bad. i remembered tina saying she feels like dying. yeah. i agree! i got 4 Fs. the feeling's really like dying lorh. for bio i had 25%, for maths i scored 27%, and chem was the highest so far i think! but nothing to be proud of. it's jus 29%. i didn't pass my chinese either. but it's an AO subject. and i can't even pass it for pete's sake! i always think i'm not cut out to be studying in pursuing a jc education. ms soh was saying in class. all of you are around 13 pointers. and if your other peers can make it so can you. oh my goodness larh. i can't imagine how ppl study man. all i know is that jc is madness. even i can't even find time to take a proper breather which is so sickening larh. oh ya. i have to attend a compulsory ndp rehearsal tml at krangi camp in preparation for the NE show this coming saturday. i'm looking forward to ann's brother's wedding. anyway i don't think she'l read this. but still thanks for inviting me. today after school we all kinda went to coro to slack. quite a big group of us! which includes ann, cari, corny, elena, weixin, mich, xiao yan. daryl, jes, les and terence joined us abit later bcoz they had chi oral. come to think of it i can't even speak fluent mandarin now! argh. i didn't really eat there bcoz i had eaten one big bowl of yong tao fu in sch bfore bio lecture. i almost couldn't finish it. but i didn't want to waste. =p. so i forced everything down. made me so full larh. spending time with the class can really cheer me up from all my stupidity scoring 4 Fs and all. thanks ppl! i wanted to go home initially but everyone was like asking each other to come along larh. and true enough we had a great time joking ard and talking! if only my 4 Fs were 4 As. okayy. i'm dreaming. it can never happen to me in my life. it's just wishful thinking on my part. good luck to me tml! i shall get myself familiar with chinese now. =).
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