Sunday, August 14
latest news! michy is a dao kia! bleah. =p. hahah. god knows why. played yahoo pool on friday night till i fell asleep right in front of my com. met this person in a game. since i was using the class yahoo account cjc_t38 she kept asking if i knew so and so from cjc. she seems to know quite alot of peeps in my school. anyway after she went offline my other friend came online. we played yahoo pool till about 12 plus. by then i was dozing off in front of my com alr. gp mock that day went quite badly. i was rushing against time again! i'l probably not pass. :(. saturaday morning was full of blast. soccer with brother for a few hours. that's tiring enough. after soccer came back to grandparents' house and went online for awhile. didn't want to stay online for long. since klara junior from my primary school started chatting with me i chatted with her for quite sometime. she's cousin's senior in his secondary school too larh. she was talking about the gal my cousin likes. i shall suan cousin when i see him. =p. hahah. the gal is really super talented. i saw her appeared in tee-vee before. on the channel 8 show at 9 on saturday. she has both looks and brains no wonder cousin is attracted to her! omgoodness. he'l suan me back when he gets a gf before i do. whatever larh. it was quite a fat day too. i drank two cans of coke! i can't believe it. i usually don't touch fizzy drinks. there's super alot of sugar content. sigh. i was just too thirsty after soccer. couldn't help it. =p. plus at night i ate one huge creamy piece of cake which i found in the fridge. hahah. argh! i need to control myself. in the afternoon grandpa, grandma, mummy, aunty, bro and me went to IMM to jalan jalan. guess what?! taufik and sly was there to sign autographs. i wonder why people are so crazy over them. they do crazy stuffs like i can't describe larh. rgs was there to do charity work too. selling balloons to raise funds. i thought i could see jolene junior there. i looked around but still couldn't really find her. saddening! hahah. we kinda rushed off IMM bcoz grandpa was saying that he wanted to see me appear on tee-vee when i performed during ndp. sad sad. the ndp encore version was different from the live version on the actual day. i couldn't even really see myself inside. sigh. before returning home to my grandparents' place we dropped by aunty's place to get bubble tea. yummilicious bubble tea! i simply love it. =). i got the green apple and strawberry flavour. greedy me! the strawberry flavour really made me think of *you* all of a sudden. i know you would never ever visit my blog bcoz we have nothing to do with each other anymore since god knows when. i still remember those times when we could still go out. you brought strawberry flavoured bubble tea from the shop at taka. and we shared it together. i'm such a failure. i couldn't give you what you wanted. sigh. those good memories can never be brought to life again. even if they could it would be a long long time. chances are i'm out of your existing life for good. when i realised you deleted me from friendster a few weeks back i took the hint that you've erased me from your entire life. i cannot bring myself to visit your blog. whenever i do. i will never be alright. we had fond memories of the blog. remember? during march holidays you wanted to set up a blog when you went back to nz. for now i suppose everything goes to your special him. i'm no longer special to you. whether you're special to me it doesn't matter to you anyway. but i do think of you at times. and most of the time i get so lost. lost in an uncompassionate and unforgiving world without you. it's been about 3 months since we last saw each other. life still continues. it's a journey we must keep going. from the time i knew you till the day we part. even though all the time we knew each other we did not get into a relationship i can say we're closer than some of the couples that you see ard us. so much for our sad ending. it's a sin if we pretend that we don't recognise each other if we see each other on the streets. i don't know. i'm really lost again. i don't know what to expect next. i love strawberry bubble tea the most!
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