Sunday, August 21
omgoodness. it's been one week since my last entry. bad bad. studies and school work obviously sucks big time! throughout the course of this week i had a chem test on friday. i was quite :) bcoz there were only a few questions i couldn't do. but i did attempt them. the happiness didn't really last. i had less than 3 hours of slp from the previous night as i made an effort to read through my chem notes. that's so unlike me. =p. i have not touched maths for donkey years. i'm so gonna fail that subject. time always crawls during maths lessons. aft maths on friday there was PE. didn't have the mood to do PE due to lack of sleep. whenever i don't get enough sleep i usually don't have a good mood. well that's me! aiyah. when you feel tired you just don't have the motivation for anything. i think i played pretty badly for PE. was playing modified netball. after PE i was super shag and my perspiration was dripping all over. i quickly rushed to the canteen to get myself a drink as i was freaking thirsty. as i was quening up at the fruit juice stall for like 5 minutes. a group of around 4-5 ppl if i remembered correctly just barged into the quene like nobody's business. i wanted to tell them off initially. but elena told me just let them be the way they are. so i had to fcuking wait for them to finish what they were buying when i needed a drink badly. some ppl just don't know what is courtesy. they don't care about the ppl around them. i guess such self-centred ppl. bleah. i won't say much. they know it best themselves. so what if they're thirsty after PE?! as if i'm not like that. i guess it did worsen the mood for that day. i was kinda pissed with them. by today i think i don't feel as pissed alr. went for gym with leslie and jun. i cycled 10km one shot and cleared it in 13 minutes. i felt that i just need to let everything out. all the shyt i've been going through. all the thoughts and feelings i have in my mind. the cycling didn't help much i suppose. sigh. why must life be fair to others and unfair to some? went off to town with leslie to meet the class to buy elena's bday present. i kept telling him i would be an extra if i were to go but we still ended up going there together. i don't wish to leave him in the lurch and let him go there all by himself. at least if i followed he would have someone to talk to along the way. but i think most of the time while we were walking i kept telling him stuffs and whining to him. sorry leslie-poo! i sounded really naggy and long-winded right? =p. but leslie definitely makes a good listening ear. i left the peeps at about 5.30 to return to school. bcoz daddy told me he would be picking me up from sch. i have the best daddy! he picks me up from school whenever he can. anyway take bus home oso can get quite sian. hahah. in town heard mich telling leslie that i was angry with her bcoz she said i couldn't sit in the inside seat. well i wasn't. my mood was just bad that day. that evening i did type her a friendster msg too. =D. some things which are going on makes me feel so pressurized when i attend school. sigh. it's alright. we're a happy group of ppl together. we spend time cracking all sorts of jokes. hahah. and talking about practically anything under the sun. we rock! we rule! i only got to know that elena was having a surprise party on her actual bday itself. mich was asking me if i was going. and i was like. huh? she actually had a bday party? hahah. then she told me it's a surprise party her bf organised. it's so cool larh! played badminton and soccer for the entire morning with bro and went out in the afternoon. grandpa dropped me at sunset way and that was where i met daryl. went to his house to hang out and slack for the moment. okayy. i shall stop here. will continue if i can find time tonight. -off to work-
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