Wednesday, October 5
my thighs still hurt! from the running i had two days ago and soccer ytd. i was quite surprised actually that i could still run for 1/2 an hour despite not running for so long. but somehow the left side of my chest felt quite pain. but who cares la. i just continued running and running till 30 mins past. in a way it helped me to de-stress and let go of all the not so good things. i wouldn't say unhappy things but things that can be better. especially school work. the pressure i face in school. it's never ending okayy. =p. and everything that drives me crazy. EXAMS! i think i don't have a very secured place in j2 next year. oh well. it's no use complaining a-yee i never studied hard enough. haha. but i didn't la. if i can't even cope with j1. i can't imagine what alvls would be like. haha. it would be totally impossible for me. maybe i'l see the paper and just collpase. =p. too much stress! my brains wil be cooked in no time. personally i like studying passively. i hate it so much when i have to memorise stuffs. bcoz i simply can't. haha. even if i could i would only remember like 1% of what i memorised. it's that bad la. for once i have the time to put work aside and have more time for my thoughts. just now right. mummy and i had a quite a bad tiff. well people at this adolescent age can be rebellious. i'm no exception. sigh. haha. anyway i shan't say what happened. so when daddy came back from work he reminded me again. he always does. that i shouldn't be rude and must give mummy more respect. i know i need to treat mummy better. but at times you just get so flustered up with certain things. especially when both our views and thinking on things are totally different. she can be naggy not everytime though. and i can be short tempered too. i admit we do argue occasionally. but eventually it would be like how it's like after a stormy day. beautiful rainbow! bright sky! fresh air! a new atmosphere. it's part and parcel of life that i can't run away from. like a cycle it repeats and goes on. well of course mummy and i share more happy times than angry times. i appreciate every little thing she does. i probably won't tell her but i'm thankful for the many good things she has done. <3
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