Wednesday, October 26
school has been quite depressing this few days. -sad look- knowing that i have a high chance of not staying in cj next year since i was never good enough to advance to j2. my results really suck. everything sucks. it simply doesn't give me the mood to be happy anymore. argh. i will miss everyone. especially my fellow classmates who make the stressful life in college more enjoyable. and to all my pals i got to know in school this year. cj is where i feel home i guess with the familiar faces, voices and smiles which i see everyday. the joy of meeting new people each day. spoke to ms soh ytd after i've received the white letter which officially stated that i'm not allowed to be promoted to j2. we were talking away about my chemistry promo results like what went wrong and stuff. well we came to a conclusion that my concepts weren't that strong even though i did improve. the sad part is why didn't i improve more or scored a higher grade for midyears?! i'm sure that would probably secure me a place for taking supplementary exams. wonder why cj's promotion criteria is so strict. ijc requires just 1 Alvl pass and 1Ao pass to be promoted. i think a few other jcs like anderson also works on a 1 Alvl pass and 1 Ao pass system. that's even more lenient than cj's supplementray papers criteria. maybe it's becoz ijc's a new school. still i don't wish to be disbanded and separated from my class just like that. but i've promised them i'l be back to join them for inter-class games next year.
rejected at ...
11:42 PM