Sunday, November 20
i just came back to my grandparents' house not long ago. yeap. had hell LOT of fun and excitement today. so no matter how late it is i will still continue to blog. oh man. and there's church tml. i have to wake up extremely early bcos uncle's coming over to borrow grandpa's car to travel to malacca. of all times my com at home has to break down. it's now away for repair. sadly. hopefully by the end of next week i will get to use my com again! can't wait for my com to come back. haha. the big day today's tim's 17-teenth bday. in fact ytd bcos i'm like blogging after midnight. i left my grandparents' house at about half past 6 and waited freaking long at the bus-stop for the bus to arrive. met yi liang at the bus-stop outside raffles town club. thereafter we chatted and walked while making our way to tim's house. i actually called him to wish him sweet 17-teenth before i reached his house. miss him so much! i can't believe it this was the first time i'm meeting him this year. then i was thinkig how blessed a guy he is. haha. his gf looks abit eurasian?! super cool. anyway yi liang and i were one of the first few who arrived at his place. so we kinda waited for the rest of the 404 peeps. had a pretty great time playing xbox before going down for dinner. i had a few pieces of prata from this specially hired indian guy to make pratas on the spot. haha. blowing of candles and cutting of cakes were a total MESS. although i wasn't the bday boy but i ended up getting myself smashed with chocolate cake. i realised getting smashed on the face isn't that bad after all. it's getting fully chocolate-coated cake being smashed right into your EARS that's disgusting. haha. jonathan did it to me :( but we had like a great deal of fun. so it's was quite alright. just had a difficult time removing the chocolate. that's all. managed to get tim's parents to take a few group pics of the 404 pics. tim's mummy looks SO SO young. she can easily pass off as his sister =D. then yi liang wanted to show us a surprise. we had to walk about 15 mins to a quiet place where there are less houses before he could show us. it's actually this sparkle thingy that would shoot into the air after the fuse is up after the thing's lighted. it looked so cool and filled the darkness of the night with lots of colour. come to think of it. he's quite brilliant considering that he did it himself. -claps hands- on our way back to his house we were this mad-ded bunch of peeps doing crazy stuffs. OMG! OMG! i even kicked an oncoming taxi. the taxi stopped and told my other friends at the back that eh your friend in front ah. oops. can't really remember what the taxi-driver said. haha. but it was something unpleasant =p. pik requested that i take out my shirt while walking back to tim's house. so being the ahem sort. i DID. haha. bcos can show off abit mah. since i've been training and doing pushups at home for the past few weeks. although i need to attain a better build but i'm so-so with my build now. back to tim's house sherman, yi liang and i went to the basement to help tim's gf clean up the place. after cleaning it was soccer time! jon and i formed a team. yi liang and damien another team. we played winning eleven! hooray. 90 mins of full time score 2-2. [think in actual fact the game lasted only about 10 mins each half] i scored a header! -jumps for joy- went on to extra time. jon and i kept the score for extra time for the first half at 0-0. going on to the second half of extra time we lost closely to damien and yi liang. yee! we could have played better. by now the time's alr approaching midnight. all of us had to make our leave. guess we created too much of a din :( hope we didn't disturb the neighbours and tim's parents too much. wished tim's mummy goodnight before i left. i must say his parents are really good hosts. his mummy even told me next time come again alright. haha. and i went okie! no problem :) yi liang offered to give jon and i a lift to sixth avenue as there were no buses after midnight. i was telling jon about my life. how depressed and happy at the same time life can get. we passed by *someone's* condo. -big sigh- i couldn't help it. i just like spoke everything which came to mind. like god knows what. i wish i never had a past i did. i wish i wasn't caught in love before. i seriously don't know what was right for me at that time. i suppose the best part of it all is the right person entering your life at the right time. no point having the rest person entering your life at an inappropiate time. although things might still work out for quite awhile in the long run it will just make you cling onto false hope and live everyday thinking that things will turn out positively when they actually aren't. sometimes i ask myself do i still miss her and i can sit there wondering for hours but i won't come to an answer. ok. just forget it. fuck it. i just want to let all my friends out there know i love you ALL and for those who made my life beautiful i'l always be here for you too. hug. no doubt. message for the birthday boy tim :) [this coming year has made us known each other for 5 years. it's been a pleasure getting to know you ever since i came to sji during my sec1 days till presently. when someone asks me what's life's greatest gifts? you'l definitely wouldn't be left out. becos you're this great. and all these years i've know you. you're a truly great pal =) cheers to our friendship. remember? you, yi liang and me made the whacky trio back in sec3 and sec4. haha. yeap. happy 17th birthday tim! we'l go cycling soon. like next saturday? i look forward to meeting you again. take care.] and all the wonderful people who made my day. thanks to yi liang, patrick, wu yuan, ashley, jee yuen, damien, pik yang, jonathan, sherman and of cos tim! i spent an hour plus blogging. and i ought to be sleeping. -yawns- goodnight. grandma just came out to check on me which means i really have to get to bed!
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1:17 AM
Thursday, November 10
second time i went to school this week. followed daddy's car to school in the morning. then i had to wait for the office to open before i could hand in my appeal letter since i reached school kinda early. after handing in my appeal letter i went to the canteen to slack, listened to music as well. and chatted with kavitha too. quite surprised when she told me she was from x-country in cescent. -rolls eyes- we were chatting away and she needed to find mr tan for some admin stuffs. i received a call from mummy she asked me to look for my teachers. so yeap. i went to look for my chemistry teacher. talked to her about appealing stuffs AGAIN. mummy just wants me to be given a second chance. i doubt my appeal will be successful. sigh. studies really suck. so i shouldn't like go bother about it too much. it just makes me sick and tired. anyway i tried contacting sherie in the morning for lunch. since she said she's free after work so we kinda agreed on lunching =D. while waiting met wiexin outside the school library. went to talk to her for awhile. then we saw this guy playing crazy taxi on the com outside the school library. i asked him how did he get the game. he told me every com has that game. i was like omg. really?! so being mad people weixin and i decided to challenge. haha. i must say it was a really close game. but i still won in the end =p. she had 4 customers. whereas i had 5! yay. see. guys are better drivers =p. after that it was 12+ alr. i decided to WALK to botanical gardens to pick my friend up. yeap. she works in one of tourists shops there. being the blur me i went to the wrong part of botanical gardens. omg. i felt quite bad cos sherie had to walk all the way back to the visitor centre to meet me. then we walked all the way to the bus-stop which was quite a distance away. but it didn't seem quite long cos we were busily chatting away. went to town. had our lunch at bk. walked around at far east basement for like less than 10 mins and daddy rang me up. which means i had to go home. yeap. daddy said he wanted to bring us out to sim lim square to look for coms. sorry sherie for ps-ing you in a way. i doubt you will this. haha. anyway i took the same bus as her. and we went home. yeap. pretty well-spent day. and i think i talked alot. in fact too MUCH.
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9:08 PM
Wednesday, November 9
now i'm spending my time in school blogging away. i finished I & R. yeap. JUST. the new com in school rocks! firstly i feel damn pissed. my personal com at home is down. it has been quite a few days. SOB. i think it's probably becos of excessive dota-ing. the past few weeks brother has been playing dota for like how many million hours everyday. plus when i come home i continued using the com till kinda late every night. argh. how?! someone save me! for the whole of yesterday afternoon i was trying to retrieve my files and data on my com by during a direct transfer from the hard drive to another hard drive. but it didn't work much. it just couldn't work. now i'm at a lost. so LOST. it sucks when your com has to spoil. it's like really weird. the CPU can run and all but it just can't display graphics on the monitor when windows starts loading. i analysed and i don't think there's any problem with the graphics card sigh. what can it be? it sucks when something like that has to happen to your com. totally SUCKS!
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8:02 AM
Saturday, November 5
played soccer for a couple of hours in the morning with my brother. he recommended turf-city which was like quite far away from the house. well i told him to try this new area somewhere down the road near bukit timah cc. there were proper goalposts and all so i guess it wasn't too bad a place. anyway we played there till about 9 and we had to start getting ready to cycle home since grandparents, mummy and aunt are waiting for us at home so we could all go out together at 10. argh. the seat of my bicycle's screwed up man. i almost 'DIED' the previous time i fell down from my bicycle. all thanks to the seat. i need to get it repaired or replaced asap or not it'l be super dangerous when i cycle. we all went to suntec for a computer exhibition. yes. AGAIN. alr went to one IT show this year. before that we had a light lunch at the ground floor of suntec where they sell, laksa, wanton mee, prata, etc. if i'm not wrong the eatery's called congress or smth. aunt bought mutabak for me to try. YUMMY. it was damn filling :) but price wise it costs $3.80 for one. ex- right? don't you think so? there was quite a huge exhibition on traffic road safety going on as well apart from the computer one. met my super younger cousins, aunt and uncle there too. the road safety thingy was rather similar to the road safety park near east coast park. took lots and lots of pics. thereafter we went to esplanade. yeap. i suggested there becos grandpa and grandma have never been there before. so i was thinking i'l take this chance to bring them there to have a look =D. the roof terrace was a *beautiful* as well as and an -awful- experience for me at the same time. god knows why. after that we went down to the river side. there were alot of people waiting for their turns to wake-board. i can conclude wake-boarding is a COOL sport. i saw all the cool hunks and babes did their stunts in the waters. some were exceptionally good man. - drools- dinner was next. yeap. followed by HOME. i slept throughout the car journey. pardon me. i was really very tired. -yawns-
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9:42 PM
Friday, November 4
today's the second time in the week we have our oral presentation. this time i cut short my presentation by quite alot i must say. the previous time was like omg. super long. on the whole our group went quite ok i think. elena presented well =D. good job ele. i still have my insights and reflections to complete. SIAN. after school ended went town with ele, weixin, ann, hazel, les and aloy. had chicken rice at far east. i simply love the soup. it tasted great. yeap. thereafter we went to take neoprints. too bad aloy didn't want to join us in taking. maybe before he had a BAD experience taking neoprints?! argh. i couldn't get him to take. leslie tried too. but to no avail. haha. so it's just the 6 of us. ele, weixin, ann, hazel, les and me. crazy people of t38 did spatic-ated poses. it turned out to be quite nice =D. yes. i love the pics. corny came and joined us since it was his lunch break. yeap. we all talked as we walked. leslie treated us ICE-CREAM. where to find such a NICE guy?! thanks so much for the treat bro =D. the girls wanted more. so after everyone finised the 3 cups. they went to buy another 2 more. haha. mad mad. normally i wouldn't allow myself to eat stuffs like ice-cream. but this time it was irresistable =p. cariann didn't come along. should i say luckily? bleah =p. i needed to go off at like 3. went off with aloy, hazel, ele since they needed to leave too. super funny can. i was wearing slippers and it was very inconvenient for me to chase the bus in my slippers. so i took out my slippers and ran bare-footed in front of everyone. i bet so many people out there must be thinking i'm out of my mind. haha. i didn't want to MISS the bus. daddy picked me up from school. okay. call me a daddy's boy if you want =p. omg. i feel bad again. my parents didn't really know i went out. if they do they would probably say you did so BADLY still have the cheek to go out with your friends. so i have to be smart and keep it from them to prevent myself from all the tongue-lashings. i sound so mean :(
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10:47 PM
Wednesday, November 2
now it's holiday for most peeps. for me i'm not quite in the holiday mood. i still have stuffs to worry about on where i would go if my appeal which is sometime next week is not successful. chances are it would be unlikely. so i just have to prepare myself for the worst that happens. you can be sailing smoothly and doing alright in life and all of a sudden after knowing that your education has been disrupted by something which is just really unpredictable like results. well at least that's what i think. there's no gurantee that you'l do well even if you study hard for exams. not that i did. but still i feel that no matter how beautiful life can be there's still the dark and unpredictable side to it. we can never be sure what the future holds for us. i regretted procrastinating and procrastinating my studies and doing every single thing except prioritising my studies at the top. my studying attitude still didn't improve. how bad. argh. if i were to carry on like that i don't think i can achieve anything in life man. i used to keep saying i need a change badly. but i always never put my words into action. it's as good as not saying i want to change my outlook towards studying. someday it must happen or not i'l be a failure all my life =p. this morning we had to be in school for the dry run for our project work presentation. i must say it went pretty bad for me becos i was never prepared for anything. not my exams let alone oral presentation. i kind of went on an impromptu for some parts of my presentation though for certain parts i needed to refer to stuffs. overall i think i talked way TOO long. omg. even ms lee said so. i still haven't finished some parts of my presentation but since time was running out we had to move on to the next speaker. :( i don't like the feeling when i still have things unsaid. okay. next round i'l be less long-winded. after presentation ms lee came and questioned me again. for the don't know how many time. she has been asking 'so how?' aiyo. talked to her for quite abit before i left with the guys and gals for subway. anyway i didn't have any money with me. so i just sat there and watched my classmates eat. poor me =p. brought two bucks to return leslie and all i had left was 60 cents. yes. i'm poor! darcy and aloy offered me a cookie. i didn't want to take it initially. will pai seh mah. they were like forcing me saying 'just take it la chris!' thanks aloy and darcy. ALOT. i appreciate my classmates. one year has passed and i'm glad that i've found my close friends in class. yeap. waited for corny to arrive. had his food then we left for leslie's house to play basketball and soccer. basketball was the most crappy game i have ever played. probably becos i suck at it. have alot to learn from aloy and leslie. i scored three 3 pointers. how was that aloy? haha. i guess it's was tyco of me too. i have no talent in basketball or any sports. maybe except cycling? i love cycling hell alot. and i think i have close to 8 years experience. experience sounds like such a big word. okay. i shall substitute it with i don't know what =p. after playing for an hour or so brandon and me had to leave first. sorry aloy and corny. ps the both of you. hope you don't mind. after bran got up the taxi leslie poo crossed the road and chatted with me while i was waiting for my bus. so nice of him =D. talking to him is just nothing else but fun. he's such an interesting guy to talk to. haha. the trip to leslie's place was so a guy's gathering. guys of t38 all the way! bloody daryl didn't ask him to come along he refused. on the whole my day went pretty well. -jumps for joy- i sound like someone who's out of his mind. haha. to leslie: ALL THE BEST to you next year! remember what i told you? train hard and go for it. follow your heart. yeap. that's all i can say yea. i'm sure things will turn out well. no worries yea. if you happen to see this and you need help you can always look me up okay.
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11:43 PM