Sunday, November 20
i just came back to my grandparents' house not long ago. yeap. had hell LOT of fun and excitement today. so no matter how late it is i will still continue to blog. oh man. and there's church tml. i have to wake up extremely early bcos uncle's coming over to borrow grandpa's car to travel to malacca. of all times my com at home has to break down. it's now away for repair. sadly. hopefully by the end of next week i will get to use my com again! can't wait for my com to come back. haha. the big day today's tim's 17-teenth bday. in fact ytd bcos i'm like blogging after midnight. i left my grandparents' house at about half past 6 and waited freaking long at the bus-stop for the bus to arrive. met yi liang at the bus-stop outside raffles town club. thereafter we chatted and walked while making our way to tim's house. i actually called him to wish him sweet 17-teenth before i reached his house. miss him so much! i can't believe it this was the first time i'm meeting him this year. then i was thinkig how blessed a guy he is. haha. his gf looks abit eurasian?! super cool. anyway yi liang and i were one of the first few who arrived at his place. so we kinda waited for the rest of the 404 peeps. had a pretty great time playing xbox before going down for dinner. i had a few pieces of prata from this specially hired indian guy to make pratas on the spot. haha. blowing of candles and cutting of cakes were a total MESS. although i wasn't the bday boy but i ended up getting myself smashed with chocolate cake. i realised getting smashed on the face isn't that bad after all. it's getting fully chocolate-coated cake being smashed right into your EARS that's disgusting. haha. jonathan did it to me :( but we had like a great deal of fun. so it's was quite alright. just had a difficult time removing the chocolate. that's all. managed to get tim's parents to take a few group pics of the 404 pics. tim's mummy looks SO SO young. she can easily pass off as his sister =D. then yi liang wanted to show us a surprise. we had to walk about 15 mins to a quiet place where there are less houses before he could show us. it's actually this sparkle thingy that would shoot into the air after the fuse is up after the thing's lighted. it looked so cool and filled the darkness of the night with lots of colour. come to think of it. he's quite brilliant considering that he did it himself. -claps hands- on our way back to his house we were this mad-ded bunch of peeps doing crazy stuffs. OMG! OMG! i even kicked an oncoming taxi. the taxi stopped and told my other friends at the back that eh your friend in front ah. oops. can't really remember what the taxi-driver said. haha. but it was something unpleasant =p. pik requested that i take out my shirt while walking back to tim's house. so being the ahem sort. i DID. haha. bcos can show off abit mah. since i've been training and doing pushups at home for the past few weeks. although i need to attain a better build but i'm so-so with my build now. back to tim's house sherman, yi liang and i went to the basement to help tim's gf clean up the place. after cleaning it was soccer time! jon and i formed a team. yi liang and damien another team. we played winning eleven! hooray. 90 mins of full time score 2-2. [think in actual fact the game lasted only about 10 mins each half] i scored a header! -jumps for joy- went on to extra time. jon and i kept the score for extra time for the first half at 0-0. going on to the second half of extra time we lost closely to damien and yi liang. yee! we could have played better. by now the time's alr approaching midnight. all of us had to make our leave. guess we created too much of a din :( hope we didn't disturb the neighbours and tim's parents too much. wished tim's mummy goodnight before i left. i must say his parents are really good hosts. his mummy even told me next time come again alright. haha. and i went okie! no problem :) yi liang offered to give jon and i a lift to sixth avenue as there were no buses after midnight. i was telling jon about my life. how depressed and happy at the same time life can get. we passed by *someone's* condo. -big sigh- i couldn't help it. i just like spoke everything which came to mind. like god knows what. i wish i never had a past i did. i wish i wasn't caught in love before. i seriously don't know what was right for me at that time. i suppose the best part of it all is the right person entering your life at the right time. no point having the rest person entering your life at an inappropiate time. although things might still work out for quite awhile in the long run it will just make you cling onto false hope and live everyday thinking that things will turn out positively when they actually aren't. sometimes i ask myself do i still miss her and i can sit there wondering for hours but i won't come to an answer. ok. just forget it. fuck it. i just want to let all my friends out there know i love you ALL and for those who made my life beautiful i'l always be here for you too. hug. no doubt. message for the birthday boy tim :) [this coming year has made us known each other for 5 years. it's been a pleasure getting to know you ever since i came to sji during my sec1 days till presently. when someone asks me what's life's greatest gifts? you'l definitely wouldn't be left out. becos you're this great. and all these years i've know you. you're a truly great pal =) cheers to our friendship. remember? you, yi liang and me made the whacky trio back in sec3 and sec4. haha. yeap. happy 17th birthday tim! we'l go cycling soon. like next saturday? i look forward to meeting you again. take care.] and all the wonderful people who made my day. thanks to yi liang, patrick, wu yuan, ashley, jee yuen, damien, pik yang, jonathan, sherman and of cos tim! i spent an hour plus blogging. and i ought to be sleeping. -yawns- goodnight. grandma just came out to check on me which means i really have to get to bed!
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