Tuesday, December 27
i don't feel alright and well this days anymore. seriously. my life is no longer life anymore. ooh why am i saying such a thing?? -slaps forehead- my chest is always hurting like crazy (fuck) like how it does now. i don't know whether it is due to over-training which i don't think is the likely reason or for whatever damn reason things happen. today was so omg. i found out something quite unpleasant. it's got to do with one of my friends actually. this friend of mine. so the situation goes something like that. "i lied to you about alot of things because i was trying to match-make you with my friend and her name is whatever. and she is sec 3 this year. we used to be super good friends and she sort of like you so i lied to you that i'm her but now we are not friends anymore so i think i should tell you the truth. i'm really only going to be sec 3 next year. and in the past it was all her. not me. only starting this year it was me talking to you. you 'liked' the wrong girl. the girl last year was her. it wasn't me at all. i'm really sorry. i always wanted to tell but i didn't know how to. sorry.'' my mood changed quite abit while i was out with my family after i got to know through sms. however i so didn't want to pull a long face and all because i was out with my family and didn't want to ruin the happy mood =). think of it. it is quite sucky when such things happen to you. i don't know if i can put things in the nicest way but i'm sure life deals you with HELL lot of problems. not just this though. in fact i don't know what to tell her now as well. it is like oh my god. what can i say man? i'l shelve this for the time being. i have other stuffs to worry about. such as it will be my very first time working this saturday. i'm excited. yes! i have been a slacker for like how long and now it is really time for me to get OUT of my comfort zone and do something productive. sshh. i want to get a mp3 player for my brother's birthday since a few months ago i kind of traded away his ipod to get my current player for a cheaper price =p. hmm. i better blog this now or else i will forget it soon. by the way daddy was opening the letter box and to our surprise there was this sweet and pretty card inside. so we were all so curious to find out who sent it to brother. mummy was the most curious so she was the first to look at the card and opened it. i think it was his primary school classmate or something. the card was sweet that it was quite nicely done and there was even a small neoprint of her inside which both my parents found it cute. i haven't really looked at it. just a quick glance. that's all. heh. i'm not the least interested in my all my brother's gfs. bleah. i heard daddy reading it out what was in the card. 'this is my e-mail. please please please reply :)' yes. it's true she wrote so many 'pleases'. if i were him of course i would be touched i guess. well i don't know about him though. but i think i will try to get him to reply because it seems like he is not keen on replying since he wakes up before 7 every morning just to play dota. can you imagine? dota-ing before 7 in the morning?! i'm still sleeping like a piece of log =p. hmm. as for christmas it was church in the morning. then after church i took pictures with grandpa with this huge christmas tree located at the front of the church. helped brother took a shot as well. my eyecandy in church was there taking pictures too. hee hee xD. good thing i was there taking pictures and she went right beside me and started taking too. ok. beside. not RIGHT beside. haha. i went there first. nothing of the sort that i saw her there then i purposely went there to take. seriously. anyway i don't fancy her as an eyecandy anymore. aiya. i don't even know her name. how bad can that be. mummy was telling me 'heh. why see her there never go and wish people merry christmas?' hahaha. no comments! yeah. i should have. but sadly i didn't. ok. i supposed i have updated a little? =D. maybe dota later in the night.
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